Now onto what I was thinking about. Since I was laid off, I have done some venting with close family and friends. So I decided to give them a break and go to a "professional" about how to mentally deal with this. I have never been without a job this long in my life, and I'm 45. While I was in her office, I began to think. Who is the nutty one her or me??? Because to me she acted like she was either drunk or off the dance floor trying to dance ( nuts). I asked her why do people act the way they act? Trying to get a "professional" answer out of her. She turned to me and yelled " why don't you write a book and give ME the ANSWERS". She said she does not deal with why questions. So she proceeded to ask my and and then mock me, saying" you act like a 3 year old crying WHY,WHY,WHY". I also said that I feel like I'm not good enough to have a job because I keep getting turned away. She said that's my choice. I then gave her a scenario of "well if you tell a fat chick she's pretty enough times she's gonna believe she's pretty, and if you tell a model she's fat she will think she's fat( hence not eating and looking real sick like Cosmo models)".Which if you think of it that's true. She said that's not true, those are choices you make. That's not human nature! Her theory to me is nutty , cuzz people tend to believe what they hear if they are told it enough. Even if it's a lie ( like people say you look good in that outfit knowing damn well you look like crap) LOL. She got real uptight when I made the point that college degrees don't make a person smart.
I told her how "college" minded people are ripping some companies apart. She then told me to stop looking for handouts because she never had anything given to her. I was thinking where is this nutty "professional" coming from. I never said anything about handouts or that anyone "owes" me anything. I feel worthless if I'm given a "handout" or without a job.
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